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first post of 2007

2007-03-10T11:55:00.000-08:00

im surprised no one posted yet, but okay, i'll be the first one to break the "curse" and i better get credit for it HAHA.

well, 2007 has so far been one heck of a first term.
new lousy teachers (and old ones too - - i hope that isnt too obvious? maybe the teacher with an arithmetic brain will be too busy to figure this out...)
a really... sucky obs (though im sure this feeling isnt mutual)
and one pile of SIAs that i know you havent finished yet cause mine is still untouched too :P

maybe it works like enchantress - untouchable, slows enemies by 90% upon attack (sorry only dotA freaks will get what i mean :P)

anyway, this year has been really sucky so far and i've been missing each and every one of the niners.

havent really found a place in my new class (probably never will) and hope everyone else has more luck than me
if you have the same problem, well i know it sucks HAHA

RANT RANT RANT RANT.

just wanted to say something small:

if i lay here,
if i just lay here,
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

hmm i didnt write that in reference to bfgf kind of love.

just wondering, will our class ever come back again.

but i cant impose my ideals on everyone right?
everything has to move on eventually.

jiu4 de4 bu4 qu4 xin1 de4 bu4 lai2.

its great enough knowing that im was a niner.

2006-12-25T22:36:00.000-08:00

yup.
5 more days to call ourselves niners.
or not anymore.

thank you all for giving 2 years of memories.
just like what mskoh and msong had with us.

and mostly,
thanks to niner-choristers for sticking together ;)

merryx'mas and happynewyear everyone.

ruimin-

Niners

2006-11-26T23:33:00.000-08:00

The year is drawing to a close, I am posting here just to tell you guys:
WE ALWAYS ROCK, AND ARE ALWAYS NINERS.
I miss you all so much. T.T

2006-11-02T08:27:00.000-08:00

hello. it's been long since i've blogged here. [have i even done so before?]

i read chew fei's blog post and almost felt like crying in the end. especially at the last sentence.

guess this choral and drama night really marks the end of it all. plus the fund raising thing and well, just everything.
well, i've tried my best to stay happy during these few days and have tried to show my best side to everybody. i've never felt so positive and happy. feelings were just going up and down and all over the place.

i'm quite sure some of us are like this too. =)

209 has given me really great memories over these 2 years. really, really nice memories. and i've fallen in love with this class since a long time ago already.
although we arent the best class in the cohort, we're definitely not the best. [esp in the case of handing in hw!! XD] to me, this class will always be the best in the sec 2 cohort. esp the spirit and bond. =) you guys have given me lots of precious stuff which can never be exchanged for all the gold and diamonds in the world. and i'll definitely cherish them for a long time to come. =)

we've only been together for 2 years, but i think the separation of 209 has a bigger impact on me than the separation of my primary school class. maybe it's coz i was still a blur young kid in primary school and everyday was lived just like a dream.

but i know i'll surely miss this great class a great deal.

hontoni arigato

well. it's really the end this time. ms ong and ms koh are all leaving. we're getting separated. it is the end.

but it wont be the end to the 209 spirit. will it? =)

well, i hope that wherever we all go, we'll do our best and achieve the things that we want.
ive everyday to the fullest! all the best to your future endeavours! good luck and keep in touch ok! remember 9th February 2015!!

thank you, 209
thank you

="D

HEY!

2006-11-01T20:16:00.000-08:00

Hey I just wrote a post on my blog! And I am super proud of it! Go read it! Now!
www.qiufaye92.blogspot.com

2006-10-25T13:27:00.000-07:00

yoyoyoyo
guess who is here??:D

haha. me peisan here(:

we are seperating soon. haha very soon.
at first i was quite sad over it but then yijiao said that 'althought we might be seperating and go our own ways but we are still niners in our heart' ya something like that. haha. i think thats quite true. so dont be so sadden(:

i am mean. chiling is talking now. about luo ning.

well, jia you luo ning. all the best.
not only luo ning. everyone too:D

love you all really really much.

Once a niner, always a niner.
I AM PROUD TO BE A NINER(:
you?

i really wonder how would it be if i wasnt in class 109'05/209'06.
really.
you all have great impact on my life(:

i think all of us really grew.
in a way or another.
we learnt from each other everyday.

remember yesterday when we were playing this 'amazing race' then there is this girl who said that we were united. what do you think ah?

haha. hopefully lahXD

jo:i want to thank peisan and annabelle for counsiling me during those time when i am down. thanks for sharing my problem with me:D
yijiao: thanks peisan for all the encouranging things and her hair rock:D

okok.

i not only love jo and yijiao.
I LOVE EVERYONE IN 209.

you sure gave me very nice and sweet memories.
we might have our ups and downs but we are still niners, no matter what.
yes NO MATTER WHAT.

all the best
'fly high'

ps. maybe we should keep this blog alive even after we 'leave':D

Niners Forever

2006-10-23T02:10:00.000-07:00

Niners, it's only two days left? And that, we would not be a class anymore, officially. We will go our separate ways. Luo Ning and Miss Koh are leaving. Miss Ong has left. And the rest of us, divided into different classes. What more can I say, or do? Time and tide waits for no man. The two years in Nanyang have been fruitful. Really.

Today when I was facilitating the telematch for our class, I felt warmly touched. Our class was actually, cheering without any prompting. We all know, this is so unlike us. Even at two different ends of the hall, I could see my classmates all cheering their friends on, nobody was doing something else. You all sat down, and were even verbally instructing the then participants to the best of your abilities. It felt really nice to have witnessed such a scene. Niners, we've finally, gotten the true essence of team spirit.

Today, we had a sandwich making competition, and it was really a nice time to be working with my classmates on this activity, though the meaning may appear to be simple. Sigh my breath away. Now, our last assignment together is the C&D performance. Everybody has put in so much effort for this grand event, no matter you're the corpse or you're the waitress, so, put in your very best for this. It's gonna be the last memory of Niners together. Niners, will you put in all your best, jiayou jiayou, and go all the way?

This is not the end of the journey. It's only a recess we take to prepare for better times, because I know, two years, ten years or even twenty years down the road, we're the best niners ever. Seek solace, and you shall find.

Hmmmn.
I am Chewy.

time to say goodbye(:

2006-10-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

this two years has been great.
what more can i say?

even with such an "un-united" class.

=D living in an ideal environment might be perfection. but life isn't perfect. and you cant live if you dont know what life is right?

maybe if we were all in different classes, we might not have learnt to form cliques, pass up homework late, and drive teachers up the wall.

but look at the brighter side. at least we've all learnt the hard way. if we never had this chance, would we have ever learnt from our mistakes?

=D 209 has been a great class.
if i were never a part of this class, i would have never known some of my closest bestfriends. i would have never learnt the meaning of mixing around. who knows, i might still be an introvert.

there is a song that goes like this:
(betty midler - the rose)

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

=D if we were never in this class
do you think we could have ever known what it is to live life?

if i had never been in this class,
that would have been impossible.

it's through this class, i've learnt one of my most important lessons.
which is to laugh.
no matter what.

you see, we must all give ourselves not just a chance, but a second chance.
a chance to try everything.
whether we succeed is totally besides the point. (:
but if you never try,
would you know whether you COULD have succeeded?

And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

(: its the soul, afraid of dying, that truly never learns to live.

relax guys. =D life is life.
its a rollercoaster.
and its up to you to enjoy it.

short and sweet.
but i believe that heaven really exists.

and if there is one thing i can give to the class.
i want to give you all this verse from the bible.

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." - John 3:16 (KJV)

thats all i can give(:

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower
And you, it's only seed.

=D i love every one of you.

thanks

2006-10-05T03:44:00.000-07:00

after so long of being together..

ARGH.
feel so upset already.

we are always competing amoung each other.
and probably because of our kiasu-ness, we always manage to win classgames.

or atleast that's how i felt? LOL.

erm.
i'm down with flu, probably stomach, intestine, throat infection which rouse the high fever.

Good luck for the rest of the papers.

public confession:

i failed my mum because-
1) the paper was uber easy, but i did not study well, i will end up losing points.
2) i've always been lazy in handing in homework. WHICH I REGRET ALOT NOW.
3) fighting for the rest of the paper is tough because i'm addicted to korean series "Goong" and audtion now. SOMEONE KILL ME.
4) i can't stop procrastinating

someone kill me.

2006-10-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hope this would give some encouragement!

It's not because you're bad,
It's because the world it too good.
It's not becuase you're slow,
It's because the world is too fast.
It's not because you're dumb,
It's because the world is too advanced.

Always be positive! =P

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

EOYs

2006-10-02T01:50:00.000-07:00

[shortupdate]

Hey everybody!
Jiayou for EOYs! Horrible history is over! (and now my HMP Paper 3 is over too). :D
Here's a nice quote:
"The greatest fears come from within the heart."
And thus, let your heart be at a state of rest.
Love loads <3

[/shortupdate]

Vision. 209

2006-09-16T22:52:00.000-07:00

Hellen Keller once said, "the most pathetic person, is one who has sight but no vision." Vision, a goal, something that drives us. A vision is like a picture of where and how you want to end up. Without a vision, there would be no progress, no aim and worst of all no life. "Without vision, the people perish. Happy is the man who keeps the law." 1 Corintians. so basically, with vision, there is life, and if one follows the principles of a vision he would be successful.

Does 209 have a vision? A coporate vision in which everyone else's would be linked to. I have come to realise that 209 is not united enough as a class. Yes we are, united, just not enough... We should take action soon, don't you guys think? Not now, but after the EOY's. Not leaving any one behind as we all advance towards the vision in our hearts. I suggest, that after the EOY's.. we can start thinking about the 209 vision. It's never too late, though we'd leave each other next year.. We'll leave a legacy, in rememberance of us, 209, 2006.

I also wrote a poem.. out of randomness. Enjoy!

VII- The Exam

Even before that day, I took no action,
But not till then, i had a strange reaction.
When i stared out on the lawn, it was barely dawn.
A maze of green, through the haze it seemed.

Into my dad's car I went, feelings mixed and bent,
There was no turning back now, though I thought "if only how".
It was like eternity, the journey to me was like an adversity.
A stop the car came to with a screech, now there would be no use despite my earnest beseech.

Stepping into the examination hall, I suddenly felt as if it was a mall.
About students hustled, and likewise teachers bustled.
Then out of the commotion came the ring of a bell, it struck me that it spelled the start of my hell.
In my heart I knew that I fear not maybe, for I very well knew that I fear already.

'e ObLiT3RaToR~

start of something new

2006-09-05T21:41:00.000-07:00

haha.

yes the great 209'06 will soon come to an end.
another few more months and some might be seperated for good.

but i want to tell each and everyone of you something(:
footprints will never be erased.

the hope, love you have given me, will be with me forever
the strength and inspiration to carry on, will never leave me.

you are the two precious years of my life.
and i'll never forget what you all have done for me.

life is full of cross-roads.
and these very cross-roads linked me to you. and everyone else.
i will never forget this priceless opportunity that i had.

and i hope, each and everyone of you all.
will one day find the truth and light one day.

and to think that this is just the very beginning.
the prelude to something bigger.

can you feel the excitement of life?
i definitely can(:

2006-09-04T20:42:00.000-07:00

hey.

there's been a lot of stuff i wanted to say but i dont have the time. somehow... well. so many things happened.

okay we've grown as one. from our small little 109 to our current 209. so many things that happened. to me actually 209, a love a hate. somehow i was hurt along the way but still i learnt the love 209. and i do love it. actually 209 , a lifeline. a big family to me its this way. in case some of you all dont feel it, well to realise we'll actually be quite alone next year with only US without our dear teachers.

recently, we all know. ms ong. well. i guess we all just have to take it. she'll be back! it felt like a part of our 209 family being torn away but emotionally it'll still be ONE 209. =) well. dear 209! we will be ONE big family and we'll stay as one. i believe we have walked through so much though we ALL had our disagreements here and there. it may seem impossible to forgive and forget all the bad stuff but hey. rotten potatoes have to thrown away and throwing them away makes me happy.

lifeskills camp. our amazing race. our fabric of 209. our songs our 109 teacher's day performance. endless stuff we did as one class. and oh yes thankyou for yet supporting chewfei and me during the elections.

oh a more serious note like naggin JIAYOU FOR EOYs. =) we will get what we want. cheers for 209.

hope is waking dream.

love, ann.

random

2006-08-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

okay i have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to talk about.

really nothing to say...
maybe just come here to post whatever i think of.

just watched about like 3 secs of notional day rally.
which comprises of
thankyouverymuch
and alot of clapping
and standing ovation.
okay.

JIAYOU FOR EOYS

and start mugging and cramming for EOYs. jiayou 209.

Updating

2006-07-26T01:38:00.000-07:00

Nobody has been updating this blog for a period of time, though I would like to fill up the space with a post here. (:

Everyone in the class has been busy with her sabbatical modules. Be it Power of the Media, Public Speaking, Philosophy, Manga Mania etc. A week thought to be best off slacking. How I can't resist the many temptations infront of me, aside all the work waiting to be done. Shiok isnt it.

But let's face the truth. EOYs are coming. People around you remind you of the pressure and stress you the heat. What's more but to be subdued further more?

Take a stand to work and play at your own pace.

Although I really need the motivation myself, it helps to get drilled in the brains myself!

Meanwhile, take care and drink more water and sleep earlier >.< and eat more and yarh, wish for me to nag less haha! :)

Chewy-Fei!

our greatest strength

2006-07-03T07:47:00.000-07:00

ever misinterpreted something?

two things i learnt during the holidays, credits to my brother and my book and DAA DAA DAA (UFObaby, anime((: )

i watched a show, my brother rented it. its called underworld 2.

apparently, lets skip the long story plot and get to what i want to say.

there is this father whose sons are invincible. they are the strongest of their species, but the strongest, still is their father.
one of his sons are locked up, the other is still alive and he is trying to go and free his brother. but this will mean total chaos.
thus, this girl called selene, goes to try and stop him from unleashing the monster in his brother. BUT she is far too weak, and doesnt manage to.
then at that moment in time, i detested the father.

"that is so evil. he is your son. i mean even if he is related, you should be objective"

yzak once said: i dont wear this red coat for vanity.
the captain: then you should be objective.

so, i detested what the father did.

then i read this book, a book that is my all time favorite: the white cockade.

in the book, there is this father, who is housing his son, a rebel. then one of the soldiers who is supposed to get rid of rebels said this:

i would think less of your grandfather if he didnt do that (house his son, the rebel)

then i started thinking otherwise.

then half way through, in came anime.

in the story, there is this cartoon character called the cactus man that the main star in the anime used to adore when he was young.

all the heros had beams and cool weapons, but i adored the cactus man because no one could touch him. and he had a warm heart

thats what he said.

funny isnt it?
that a person's strength can lie in something that.. is part of his everyday life.
in many cases, we usually dont see further and deeper within.

who ever said that something deep had to be in depth?
most of the times, what we are looking for is just at the surface.
and we dont even realise it.

my brother said:
its not the way you are thinking about it, its the way you think others are thinking about it.

why can't a father kill his son.

in war, a father is torn into two sides, politically and emotionally.
sad isnt it?

a father cant kill his son.
he just cant.

and something so simple is honorable.
*something so DETESTABLE is honorable.

did we miss that?

there is a meaning why some books read: the abridged version of XYZ.
we misinterpret.
that book doesnt translate what the author intends
thus the extra phrase.

yet again, if its not translated.
how sure are we to find the true meaning?
while in a world like this today?

just a post...rm

2006-06-09T04:14:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE. since so long i've posted! HAHA. thanks annabelle for keeping all this alive :D lol.
been crazy over FMA for very long this time :D happy that it has 59 episodes for me to indulge in :D
oh, i'm happy that our juniors are tagging too!!!
people! be more active here as this will become our memories as we move on! ((:

ruimin-
together we stand, divded we fall...
cliche but true.

P.S: princess cali ((: LOVES :D *random*

COURAGE

2006-06-06T19:39:00.000-07:00

im super inspired to post this post so ignore me if i have been clogging to much space on the class blog.
ANYWAY im super inspired to post this because of 4 people:

1. RELENA
2. NOIN!
3. HEERO (oh gosh he is SUPER SHUAI. LOL!)
4. my lanning buddy, barnabus (hey feel honored can.)

and today's topic?
COURAGE.

what defines courage??
i checked google:

a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear
(taken from http://wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn?s=courage)

really?

courage

• noun 1 the ability to do something that frightens one. 2 strength in the face of pain or grief

(taken from http://www.askoxford.com/concise_oed/courage?view=uk)

is courage really facing pain/grief?

MAYBE.
i agree. being strong when facing grief, is courageous.
being strong when facing pain, is courageous.

but i think, there is also other meanings of courageous, a meaning i have NEVER thought of before.

imagine, you are a small girl.
your father has been killed by someone.
and one day, you manage to meet that someone.

if you had a gun in your hand (ignore the fact that you are a pacifist/a peacemaker. that peson is a terrorist and will kill millions of others.)

would you DARE to shoot at her?

that DARE. if you DARE.
it doesnt mean you are a dare-devil.
it only means you have courage.

COURAGE.

my defination?

its not a noun/its not an adjective.
its an ability that you acquire.
requires no training or exposure.
it is just..

the bravery, to do something you wont suceed in.

(eh dont write it in your ding yi just because i put it here HOR. HEH)

picking up that gun and shooting, would be doing something you wont suceed in.
wouldnt it?

the courage doesnt lie in the action.
the courage lies in the purpose deep within.

any person can pick up a gun and shoot.
does it mean that person is courageous too?

but then. you might ask:
WHO CAN BE STRONG/ACT STRONG in a situation where you believe that YOU WILL FAIL?
who could be?
then is courage having the ability to decide to do something in a situation that you think you will not succeed in?
yet again, NO.

having the 'courage' to do something in a situation that you cant win, and STILL fail, means that 'courage' is stupidity.

cause when you have the TRUE COURAGE to do something in a situation that you will not succeed in, you will succeed. COURAGE. takes precedence over almost everything else.
note that i used the word almost.
some things matter too, but i wont state what here. it is too complicated.

if in a situation, you cannot calculate the risks involved and just act rashly, thats not courage then. as i said, thats plain stupidity

so courage is?

- an ability acquired which requires no forehand training or exposure
- to be able to decide to do something in a situation in which you dont act rashly.
- the inward strength which is acquired because of a purpose.

really.
barnabus was on my team when DOTA-ing. (HEH HEH.)
we were against a strong enemy la.
and we decided to GANG-BANG him.

if you asked me, at that time, it was cowardly to do that.
GANG-BANG your enemy, is the most cowardly thing you could do REALLY. it proves you lack the determination and willpower to solo the hero.
especially because i was taking an imbalanced hero. which makes me a super coward.

BUT barnabus was courageous.
after entering the battlefield,
he casted poison nova and shadow stike, and attacked.
of course, he died. (eh but i gave him my power treads see la he benefitted so much)
but we took razor the lightning revenant aka our detested enemy down .
thats why. i call that courage.

its the reason. not the action((:

dunno if you all would understand or not((:
but ohwell. if you dont play dota, ignore the above.

WHEE. holidays. (: jiayou everyone for everythinggg HAH.

love,
princess-cali

BOYS ARE JERKS. bleh.

100+ vs. 80+ vs. 54.
im such a loser LOL.

btw,
ZIYAN.
you play cs?
HAHA. cool(:
all the more i should head down to tampines.

sorry, SOLD OUT

2006-06-05T01:35:00.000-07:00

okay this is going to be a super weird post, and it is JUST PLAIN FOR LAUGHS.
for guys/male counterparts who feel very insulted, TOO BAD!
HAHA. just for laughs la serious. its not meant to insult ANYONE.

i read a VERY interesting news paper article the other day, and i was LAUGHING throughout. it was HILARIOUS.

of course, it is about the LATEST fever that has struck the earth faster than a lighting bolt itself, the WORLD CUP FEVER.

(men: hallelujah!)
(women: ha my foot la!)

and the FUNNIEST part of the whole thing is...
the writer insulted US the FEMALE species of the world.

(men: hallelujah!)
(women: )

lets quote (i cant really remember... i think it went somethng like that la)

"Under such trying circumstances, it is only understandable that there are no unnecessary interruptions and distractions like a female voice that says "why is that man carrying a whistle?"..."

what the!

(men: hallelujah! go away women)
women:

and i feel very compelled to state that HELLO we FEMALE species DO KNOW THE MEANING OF A REFEREE.

def.
a REFEREE
noun.
a person who carrys a whistle around, PEEE-ing uncontrollably, causing at least over a thousand people screaming "referee kayu!".

yes yes we DO know what a referee is (you all do right? HUR... )

and the funniest part of it is.
men are weird creatures

(i wouldnt have known if ernest didnt tell me that men suffer from their own PMS too, but apparently, those STRONG and MACHO male people dont dare to tell us. ERMMM.)

AND IM TELLING YOU THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
what do men expect us to be?
EVER CHANGING WOMEN TO FIT THEIR COURSE OF LIFESTYLE.
hello. go get a magician then!

see. WHAT DO MALES (possibly) want in FEMALES:

1st skill:

SOCCER.
(must stand sit there by your side without asking weird questions like WHY the guy with the whistle has just blown the whistle. also, must be able to sit up the whole night with you accompanying you to shout OH LAY OH LAY OH LAY OH LAY, and not nagging you to go to sleep OR nagging you to go for the great singapore sale.)

2nd skill:

MUST BE THRIFTY.
(cannot spend more than 15 bucks on a dress (hello, this is 21st century..), cannot spend more than 1 hour in a shop, cannot buy more than 1 outfit for every shopping spree and ABSOLUTELY cannot clash with lanning and soccer watching times and CANNOT BURN HOLE IN POCKET if not cannot pay for the cable tv's connection, which directly means NO MORE SOCCER OR LAN GAMES.)

wow. those guys have HIGH expectations.

3rd skill:
(which i DETEST to talk about.)

B-E-A-U-tiful.
which means:
B-ody.
E-cup bra.
A-ttractive
U-shaped figure x2 . (refer to diagram)

seriously. HUR.

and for the ultimate:
must be

a HOUSEWIFE!

includes 24/7 keeping the house clean without losing your temper and screaming at the me for not capping the toothpaste or not putting the toilet seat down or not flushing the toilet AND for forgetting to BATHE, change tee-shirt... and the long list goes on. MUST BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF KIDS single-handedly without nagging at me at midnight while im watching my soccer game to change the baby's diaper. must cook like a chef whenever i want to eat (boys appetites are as ever-changing as a pregnant woman. or lets say their appetites are 10 times bigger than pregnant womans. i bet they have 10 hidden babies inside right? =.=|||).

must do the laundry, must do this must do that and must act ABSOLUTELY LIKE A HOUSEWIFE.
which means, donn the apron. use that high-pitched japanese bimbo anime voice and say: GOOD MORNING MY DEAREST DARLING WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR BREAKFAST

and also, must UMMM. and AHHH. and EHHH. and use the bending of wrist technique FREQUENTLY to please the male counter part and say aiyah so tao yan. =.= hurr.

what kind of ultimate is that? hurrrr.

i suggest guys just go try buying them from the supermarket. but too bad.

GG (goodgame) MALES! blah! these women are extinct alreadY!.

LOL. quite random. hope youenjoyed the lameness.
i bet you cant walk now.
hehh hehh.
(: if you do not understand those jokes, please just go to the x button at the top right hand coner, click it, and forget that you ever read this post. thankyou (: LOL!
evil boys. BLAH.

but have to thank some people. ((:
inspiration to write this article from:
WILFRED YEO (author of that article about us women and men's glorious game:soccer. =.=)

LEE YIDA (for talking about: slayer + mortred + vannessa's boobs. =.= and chio bu's too. like... WTH? slayer and mortred arent even REAL life people. )

MY MOTHER (for being my mother?)

MY COUSIN ESTHER (for all those photos)

DOTA and CS.
FIFA WORLD CUP

and lastly,
MY BROTHER and MY WANT-TO-BE-BROTHER (because of my cable tv. SEE GUYS ARE HYPOCRITES!) ERNEST SIM. yuck.

HAHA.
(:

love,
princesscali.

2006-06-02T20:38:00.000-07:00

Dear friends especially niners~~~,
click on the website below...it's 4 all of ya! Hope all of u will enjoy it!

http://home.no.net/chatoman/email/friendship.php

frenz 4evas......
<3>

feeling AND leading

2006-05-31T05:08:00.000-07:00

hee(: i randomly found this song on youtube. okay not randomly, i was searching for niwaxriku. anyway, this song came out. the first time i heard it, it was like. normal. just some other song. and the second time i heard it, i fell in love w/ it totally. (:

its a jap song. (: its not a rock song/pop song. infact, it is a nice nice slow song. a nice nice nice one. (: and you all should go and dl it or something cause it REALLY is nice and there is meaning.

"Enrai" by Do As Infinity
in the album, Deep Forest

(lets just skip the jap part and scroll down to the english translations(: HAHA)

Under the endless clouds,
I was with my mother that day.
I put up a parasol; she pulled my hand
along the summer path we tread.

In the cicada rains, with a voice that
seems to disappear, again and again
I said, "Everyone lives their lives alone,
never turning to look back."

Being too childish, I
ask questions that have no answer.
I eventually fell asleep, leaning against
your back, without even crying.

I could sense the coming rain from the
echoing, distant thunder.
It's as if it foretold
what would happen to us after that.

Coming closer to you that day,
I understood for the first time.
I suddenly huddled down and shed
my final tears.

Your feelings;
The smell of that summer.

mm, alot of meaning yeah?

I said, "Everyone lives their lives alone,
never turning to look back."

mm.

Your feelings;
The smell of that summer.

well you all go interpret it the way you want ya (: LOL. i really love this song though. my interpretation will of course be different, but oh well (: HAHA

anyway, this song and the above two quotes from the song, leads me to my TOPIC(:
feeling AND leading.

someone once said.
"am i just a soldier"

and his reply was.
"you are a soldier, but to me, you are still yourself."

WARNING. THE ABOVE TEXT HAS BEEN SERIOUSLY MODIFIED (: haha.

someone might be serving you.
but please remember, he serving you, is not TO BE TAKEN FOR GRANTED.

if everyone oneday got fed up of everything, and started to have attitude problems, this is how the world would be like:

"help me take water please"
"make me lah!"

"help me take my book please"
"MAKE ME LAH?"

"eh dont liddat la. smile((:"
"MAKE ME LA YOU IRRITANT!"

if everyone became make-me-lah's, what would happen?

in a group, there would be around 4 members.
one would be the leader.

the leaders responsibility is inclusive of:
making sure the members do their work.
making sure that the project is completed on time.
leading the team in meetings/discussions etc etc.

and the list goes on.
(and umm, maybe what i percive as a leader is different from yours. but haha sorry if it is different. we all have different ways of thinking anyway, dont we?)

BUT. youhave to remember.
your job is not the most stressful one.
the members job is more stressful.

cause their ONE BIG FAT RULE THEY MUST DIE DIE FOLLOW:
must listen to the leader.

and listening, is the WORST and HARDEST thing any human can do.
its by nature. who could listen 24/7 and dont get irritated?

so you, giving the orders.
PLEASE THINK FIRST ABOUT YOUR MEMBERS.
cause your members, are more important than anything.
the process is more important than the outcome.
care about their feelings first, before anything else.

because when you care for their feelings, everything is set into place.
respect, and be respected.
care, and be cared for.
its just as simple as that.

YES, you might say, that is naive idealism.
you can be good to others and NO ONE IN THIS CRUEL WORLD WILL EVER CARE HOW CONSIDERATE THEY WERE.

but nah. we shouldnt believe that person who spreaded this hogwash.
cause you must always think of two things.

YOUR ACTIONS/WORDS has the ability to do two extremes:
1. it can be the last straw that breaks the camel's back
2. it can be the last piece that completes the puzzle.

YOUR VERY ACTION, wheter to for once think of your members feelings and cut her workload by half(NOT DOING HER WORK but giving her her work over an INCREASED period of time), or to dont care and just give her the whole thing plus your own cause you dont want to do yours, could result in two different outcomes.

1. if you chose the former, her heart could be melted by just that action and she would do the same favour for you.

(hey i believe in this favour thingy okay. really. your WORDS alone, can manipulate a person. in a good way or a bad way, well, thats up to you. BUT. words mean alot.)

2. if you choose the latter, her heart could just turn into stone, and watch it, she'll probably take on that make-me-lah attitude (: HEE HEE THATS BAD.

(eh its just an example. dont go and anyhow become a make-me-lah just to make life difficult for you very good leader hor =x tsktsk(: HAHA)

(: CHOOSE WISELY la la la

and now the crapper has to leave, after typing so much(: MY HANDS ACHE.

RANDOM RANTS

ignore if you are no fan of: gundam WING, do as infinity, DOTA, fruits basket or DNAngel

HEERO has just pawned KIRA for an extra 200 gold!
HEERO is BEYOND GODLIKE (&*^!&@*#^@&) somebody kill him!!
the GUNDAM WING IS OWNING.

and SEED IS JUST HANGING THERE LIKE BLAH.
i support athrun and cagalli.
BUT NEVER NEVER kira and his GAYNESS aura that has a 50000 AoE.
even his gundam is gay.

do as infinity - enrai
this song rocks seriously.
with the DNAngel AMV?
totally OWNING.

BLAST IT reminds me of getting owned.
SOMEONE TEACH ME TO USE MORTRED!

and yes,
FRUITS BASKET.
warning warning all fans, SPOILERS.

fruits basket doesnt end there HEH HEH.
in fact... it goes all the way till.
KYO AND TOHRU ARE TOGETHER!

KYO has just pawned YUKI's head and ended his dominating streak (+5000000 gold)
KYO is BEYONG GODLIKE (&%^&@!#&@) somebody kill him!
the CAT is OWNING.

((: hee

and DNAngel ROCKS.
go see.
its so...philosophical and beautiful
again, TOMBOYS. heh heh.

RIKU has just pawned RISA!
CAGALLI has just pawned LACUS!
CAGALLI has just pawned FLLAY!
~~ATHRUN has just pawned KIRA!!~~
MAHORO has just pawned SINSEH (HAHAHHA!)!
RELENA has just pawned ~~HEERO~~UME!!
MIYU has just pawned CHRIS!!
MIU has just pawned MOMOKA!!

hee(:

THE TOMBOYS ARE BEYOND OWNING.
game over you pinkhead bimmbos.(:
thankyou BANDAI and SUNRISE for so much inspiration to hating PINKHEADS.(: YEAH!

yamase>yuna. i like her more(:

end of random rants. thankyou for staying with us.

love,
annabelle(:

wind of change

2006-05-20T20:06:00.000-07:00

(this is the edited version from the weird one this morning)

SAVING JANE LYRICS

Girl Next Door

Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...

and IM JUST THE GIRL NEXT DOOR (:

rocks right?
i guess. this is just a song of my feelings.
but now well.
get your own style, and protect it.

it shouldnt matter if you are the punk, the jock, the nerd, the goth, the whatever. and it SHOULD NEVER MATTER IF YOU ARE THE (i feel super compelled to say this) TOM-BOY. never never never should it matter.

it should never matter if you are stupid/clever or pretty/ugly or funny/notfunny or popular/unpopular.
cause you know what?
none of this exist. (: yupp NONE OF THESE EXIST HEAR ME? (:

now i find, i WAS stupid in the past. (:
and i STILL want to be stupid now.(:

watashi wa baga. (: thankyou (change baga into nanami luchia and you get melody mermaid) <- RANDOM DO NOT READ.

she is the prom queen, im in the marching band
she is a cheerleader im sitting inthe stands
she gets the top bunk im sleeping on the floor
but all these wont matter. to me, anymore
(:

cause we should love OUR OWN STYLE (:
rock on you all, punks, goths, nerds, TOMBOYS wdv.((:

love your own style.

OKAY FINE (: i have nothing else to here le (:
OFF TO YOUTUBE.
OFF TO BLOGGING.
OFF TO ..
FANTASY LAND;

RANDOM CRAP:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VALL (: oops. LOL
i dint know you LOVED ff advent children. LOL (:

(if you are no fan of: nightwish, final fantasy, yuna or anime, dont read)

which reminds me ruimin. WHO IN THE WORLD IS SHUYIN? why is HE with yuna?? wth?
just for umm. viewing sake. go see this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwy9V9invQg
COME ON I DIDNT KNOW YUNA LOOKED SO COOL AND PRETTY WHEN SHE SINGS/DANCES.
at least 100 times BETTER than that freaking meer campbell. LOL
okay random
and ohh yes

for ffx fans. (: fans of yuna and tidus. or just PLAIN FANS OF NIGHTWISH, please go and see:
(by the way, nightwish is a ROCK band. with a SOPRANO SINGER as their lead. AND THE SONG IS NEMO. which totally rocks. i tell you, when they sing phantom of the opera (with guitar no less) IT TOTALLY BLOWS ME OUT. its like. TALENTED CAN? and added with ffx? BEAUTIFUL. i love it)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kKsBMrkLy-s

(yuna looks super prettae with her wedding dress. BLAHHH LA THIS IS AN EXACT THING OF ASUCAGA OKAY? WHY IS SHE FORCED TO MARRY SOME OTHER BLAHHHH FREAKKK? SHE SHOULD MARRY TIDUS CAN? wdv. ignore me (: i get agitated when i think of it. LOL)

i LOVE tomboys. (:
riku, cagalli, mahoro, rin and MANYYY MOREEE. <3.

love,
princess-cali<3.

hee(:

random

2006-05-19T23:20:00.000-07:00

woohooo... high. hehe. first time here.

wow. time flies. i mean it really flies. it is like a moment ago was jan and now is alreay may. somemore end of term. wow. so fast. i still remember what we had done during our lifeskill camp. haha. it was just like yesterday. ok but then i am not going to talk about lifeskill camp. haha...

i think half of the year had passed and i think we should have a class outing just for class bondind at least. i mean, cant we just have some fun together as a class after all the projects and sia and school? lets just have a break. haha. we had a lot of fun last year after all. maybe the activity wasnt very nice but then the feeling being the class is nice. i mean you get to be with the class and freinds. and this is the last year together.ok maybe not to have it very soon. but then sometime not too far either. ot maybe after eoy? i dont know...

ok. i think this blog is quite updated. unlike last year. after one month it is still the some postx) (haha.. not that kua zhang bah..) lala. i am actually quite happy about this blog.

hmm. i think we are having mrs terasa wong next term. is it suppose to be good news or bad news? haha. got to ammit that her lessons are somewhat boring but then she is quite not bad lah... haha. oh wells. after all my physics isnt very good.

time is still flying. i didnt even realised that i had been sitting with ying hong for three weeks already!!! wow. fast. ying hong is not that bad loh. haha...

i think we will only know someone more when we communicate more with the person. ya. at least that is what i think.

nothing much to say. haha. bye(:

peisan

2006-05-15T04:07:00.000-07:00

erm. hi everyone?
yes. finally i'm back.
we have crazy bloggers like ellebanna and newnaiqgnahz this blog will never go dead.
and i realise newnaiq is a nice name. LOL.
sounds like milk = niu nai KK
XD
so funny.
anwayyyys
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE GAY
MAY SHE HAVE THE GAYEST BIRTHDAY IN 2006 ((:
talk about being a mean poke XD

anyways is fun today.
i guess. LOL. i don't know. just a tinge of happiness.
more like blissfulness.
*though i'll never be YUNA*
aww man. romance again. XD
not into it.. lala.
check out my new blogskin!!!!
yesh. YUNA.
my perfect idol XD
lalalla. cda <-chiang talked to me today after math.
and ask me why i kept using the comp.
*LALALA*
i had the best excuse in the world.
cos i had to do rehearsal later.
WHICH IS TOTALLY TRUE!
and i needed more time :(
gahhs.
i think all of us have some what improved from last year.
HEEKS. atleast i don't see my register number on the board saying late homework anymore. LOL.
okay. but gotta buck up in other subjects lar.. abit too slack.
some how i seem to love chinese more this year.
cos i hand up every single piece of homework and i'm feeling rather light hearted.
okay. i'm watching the sun set from my window.
is like almost evertime i look into the sky, it reminds me of the promised land
off track----
good luck for 5 stations tomorrow!
rock on and JIA YOU.

CONCONCONNIE! tagg here XP
ruimin-

2006-05-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

Inside every one of us
Burning like fire in the night
Gleaming down and lighting the way
For hopes and drames to shine one day
It gives a brillance to our lives
And sparkles like diamonds
With a glowing light
So hold out your light
For all to see
Aand never let go
Your dreams are the key.

DA VINCI CODE!

2006-05-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

ok so da vinci code ic NC 16. fudge it. all because of immature people who dont even care about how they behave that made the critics think that people below 16 are so totally immature and that they shouldnt watch da vinci code. wth. it slike PLEASE. we ARE mature enough. and that its just a loud minority of them. i seriously think that davinci code shldnt be NC 16. its totally unfair.

2006-05-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

Grasping into thin air,
I can reach but cannot touch
Things we wish would go away
Things that hurt too much

Why do we face such tough times
While others go unscathed
Where do we find a shelter
When it rains on our parade

Life will give us roses
But every petal falls
Leaving joy and sadness
From the memories we recall

So if time's out greatest treasure
And love is all we need
Let's give each other all we have
Nothing else is guaranteed.

Oh well. i believe that there is too little concern and love in this class. the FRUIT of life is love. so please stop bitching about people behind their backs and back stabbing people, PLEASE for gdness sake APPRECIATE people for who they are. thankyou.

(: annabelle's 3 theories

2006-05-06T04:30:00.000-07:00

HAHA okay this post... WILL MAKE THIS BLOG HAVE MORE POSTS THAN 2 OF MY OTHER BLOGS. can you even believe that?!?! HAHAHAHHAHHAHA (: means there are many more for you all to uncover (: HAHAH RUIMIN!! (: LOL. i remember like... last year. SO FUNNY LA

anyway. today, i am going to present to you 3 theories. FIRST(: lets start with something nice. REMOTELY nice.

i sort of discovered it while i was bathing and i was thinking about what someone said about prom, which made me quite angry. then i started thinking about dresses... and then yeah yeah whatever ANIME. haha and then more and more and more and i came out with 3 stupid theories. (please, if you are running short of time, and want something to read that has REAL CONTENT, please dont read this!)

so well... i have two pictures. one is an ANIME one and one is a real life one. HMM dont ask why. im not asking you to compare the anime one and the real life one. just CHOOSE EITHER ONE. and then look at it for 10 seconds NO CHEATING. (: i have questions later for you all HAHA.just look DONT CHEAT or else it aint FUNN! (: HAHAHAHA

WHO IS THIS? i think lisdsay lohan right? LOL. look at this picture for lets say... 20 seconds? DONT CHEAT! just look (: OKAY (: (look at the girl on the right LOL )

and this is the anime version. (: hahahahahhahaha (: but i dont think it'll work as well as the lindsay lohan one. or am i wrong? well, this is the picture for you. (: look at the girl okay? (i trust you can tell that the oneon the left is the guy.(: yeah LOL )

NOW. question time:

how many of you were swooning at how pretty she was? okay not a very nice picture... but it totally fitted my requirements anyway (:

well, for the lindsay lohan picture, here are a few questions about the picture:

what colour bag was she carrying? what kind of embellishments were on the strap?

what kind of top was she wearing? was she wearing a bangle? what colour? on which hand? thick or thin?

what kind of skirt was she wearing? was it frilly? name me any three colours that were on her skirt (THERE ARE AT LEAST SIX hor

for the anime girl...

how many colours constitute her dress?
what colour was the pin on her hair? was the pin straight or wavy?
what were the two colours of her sash?
what was the strip of colour on her collar?

(okay this one is all about colour, but sorry la... her dress isnt as complicated as the previous)

SO PEOPLE. how many questions did you get correct? yeah you can go back and view the pictures. (: HAHA. did you get at least 50% of it correct? or none at all?

WELL, the one i actually was looking at, and the one that proved my three theories... was this picture: (dont bother looking, she IS not pretty (: )

well, i was thinking about her dress. then i took away her face. and miraculously, the WHOLE picture of her dress disappeared. so i was like... okay. lets start from the top.

how did her dress look like? was it spaghetti stripped? or what? (i couldnt figure it out)

OH NO.

so i started thinking about her white cloth la.

was it frilly? or straight? on which shoulder... HMM.

OH NO i didnt know again!

and i started thinking about the 3 theories. (hahaha okay fine her dress was simple, so there are only two questions i asked myself)

theory 1:

take away the face and you get nothing.

well, the face, can represent two things. one is the heart and the other is beauty.

you can take away the persons beauty, and realise that you dont even know the persons heart.

or you can take away the persons heart, and realised you never cared whether she was beautiful on the outside or not.

theory 2:

people really do look at the middle.

HAHA random. might not be true. (: SCREWED THEORY haha.

theory 3:

the whole thing looks pretty. they look beautiful. but when i ask why they look pretty, you cannot give an answer.

you can choose to say:

its beacause they look pretty loh

or you could choose to say:

cause she has that bangel on her hand, which makes her look pretty. or the bag with beautiful flowers by its side.

the bangel and the flowers signify something. think about it yourself.

SO THATS IT FOLKS. annabelle's 3 theories. (:

im wondering if i should put it up on my own personal blog or not... (: HAHA

love,
annabelle <3.

sif tahn iso ebi-a re.

fields of hope.

2006-04-30T21:38:00.000-07:00

yes okay(: first time posting here but yes i just felt like posting yeah so here goes =)

even though it's about something i learnt at church today, i feel that it is applicable to even non-christians yeah(:

it's about.. tough love. yeah.

well tough love is like. when you rebuke someone out of love. for example, your best friend is doing sth really bad(like stealing) and you report your best friend for her own good. sounds tough to do huh. that's why it's called tough love.

yeah so i'll bet that many of us have faced this kind of "should i tell on my best/good friend?" scenario right? even i have. i mean. i'm not exactly a person full of boldness or courage, as you pple do know. LOLS.
but well, i guess we need to keep in mind the BIG picture. because if you do, then you'll be HELPING your friend in the long run.. even though your friend might see it as a betrayal and decide to break off that friendship with you, i guess, or rather, hope that she'll be able to understand sooner or later. would you rather show tough love to your friend, or live trying to supress the "guilt" feeling in you because you try to cover up for her?

okay yeah so that's something we can ponder about =)

another kind of love: sacrificial love.
how many of us are willing to die for our friends? i'm sure such love between friends do exist(let's ignore husband-wife or bf-gf relationship here first).
if your friend was about to be knocked down by a moving train(or sth), would you be willing to be ran down by it instead? would you be willing to exchange places with your friend? sounds very drama i know, but yes such love is hard to get AND hard to attain. how many of us can love EVERYONE we know unconditionally? i admit that at times people are hard to like, much less love . do we even dare say that we love our friends?

yeah. i do remember that there's a Bible verse about this, but i can't remember the exact words, just the gist of it. sorry):
it's something like; there is no love greater than this, to be willing to die for his friends.
something along that line. but yes point is, the greatest love(i believe), is when you can WILLINGLY and unreluctantly die for your friend(s). something like, the first instinct kind of thing. when that kind of thing happens...well all i can think of is WOW. really.

well we Christians believe that Jesus Christ was crucified on the cross for US, to wash away all our sins. in other words, he took all our sins upon himself and took the punishment, which is being crucified on the cross. that, i suppose, is true sacrificial love. i mean. Jesus died for everyone!

okay that was religious and stuff but yeah(:

yupp. stuff to think about...i guess =)

so much about love. who said that love has to mean boy-girl kind of love? ahahaa.

<3 you girls! :D
hee.
zhenping:D

directors and movies.

2006-04-23T04:13:00.000-07:00

i guessed you all can still faintly remember the li jie wen da given, that was talking about why reading is so crucial for analytical skills and creativity and character development and all that crap that i shant put here.

but lets look at movies now (: HEHHHEHH

dont you think every single story must have a basis? a basis could be anything, from showing how to be brave, to learning important skills, to learninglessons in life.

dont believe it?

(okay so im obselete and havent been watching too many vcds, but whatever)

one of the funniest and stupidest videos:

dumb and dumber.

well, the moral of the story, is NEVER to just respect beautiful people, for if they are daft and just making use of you, (meaning that you are the stupid one after all) they arent really that worth it.

and also, friends matter. especially if you want to overthrow your highschool principal.

(and that people are gifted in different ways, even in dumb ways. LOL)

cinderella story

well, this movie OBVIOUSLY has alot of value to it. you might think yeah its just some screwed show where there is a super pretty girl and a super handsome guy and they end up together.

but hey no. i still remember chad michael murrey said something like: that rules out at least half the girls in the class (hilary duff said: i rather a big mac)

HAHA no need to elaborate right?

and plus, i dont know. its a hard decision for chadmichaelmurrey on his own career and dreams vs. what his father wants. and its tough for him. he wants to pursue the things he wants to, but he cant

its much like a fantasy world. okay quite a waste of time,but shows alot.

any guy would have chosen the other 3 pretty girls. but chadmichaelmurrey chose hilary duff (sorry im usng the actors names cause i cant really remember their names in the show) can that tell you something about how LITTLE beauty matters? (:

RUIMIN MY BLOG. LOL random.

anyway...

okay i admit, i cant think of stupid videos right now.

BUT WHATEVER IT IS. all movies have a basis. please ignore porno movies etc etc. (: like american pie. (LOL) or the 40year old virgin, scary movie three or whatever sorts. all movies, ANIME or whatever there might be, ALL HAVE MEANINGS. its UP to you whether youwant to ponder over it. you can just watch an anime show blindly, and then in the end get nothing out of it, besides commenting on how stupid the characters are, or how gay they are. LOL.

or you could sit down and think about it. why some of them responded to something like that. why did they do this when they knew it was wrong.
then you learn how to stand in their shoes. which is quiet fun, especially when it comes to the romancing part. LOL OKAY LAME.

but whatever it is, i urge you all, dont watch a movie for its director, its cast, the sake of watching, or just to follow trends. every movie WORTH THAT SEVEN BUCKS (or nine bucks) HAVE A MEANING. (and porn you know what kind of shows i mean, ARE NOT WORTH 7 BUCKS).

so please, dont think of it as just som eother show in this showbiz business. (: there really is alot to learn from just a show.(: and alot to cry about.

believe it or not, i cried during lord of the rings 3. dont ask me how, i just did. its scary. really. i was like crying there, hugging my legs and my pillow and asking myself: why in the world am i crying.

LOL off topic.

well, i posted this to waste my time. BACK TO STUDY..

ignore everything above this line:

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love,
annabelle <3.

sif tahn iso ebi-a re.

i wanna go to a place.

Tests!

2006-04-17T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Tomorrow is Math test, and I know I should be busy memorising my formluaes now, but I can't! Argh! :P Do take care of yourselves during this period. Heex. :) Okay good luck for all the tests, and do well for them. Sure we we will. :D

Aaaah-Chew

HollyWood

2006-04-11T18:32:00.000-07:00

HOLLY WOOD IS CRAP! its utterly crap. its like what do they do? crap? movies? anyway its like basically they only influence us to be more trashy and all that. its utterly stupid. gives people a chance to brag? oh PLEASE. its like hollywood is just all about society problems, trash and all that. it just blurs the line between the art of drama and the sexual stuff you know. its STUPID. drama is like associated with those things now. stupid. ha it going over ler.

Love

2006-04-10T07:12:00.000-07:00

Speaking of this topic brings some embarrassment and a little smile.

Oh yes it does.

Let's talk about: Love!

Love is a funny thing,

I never thought it would occur to me;

At the tender age of fourteen.

Love tastes of bitter-sweet,

A little like red wine,

Being mature or naive, mellow or young.

Love like snowflakes,

Love like no other.

That's the kind of love I have for you.

Ah, you are my 209!

Not just my lover, family, or friend.

Thinking about you just makes me jump out of bed.

To go to school in the morning, you dirty-head!

Love me tender;

Love me so;

All my dreams come true.

I think love is addictive.

Because I really lok forward to school now.

Yuck, 209, you do have the powers.

To help me overcome idiots, boredom and nasty homework.

And alas I have finally said my piece.

I love you.

Whee hee. <3

This sounds so romantic, don't you think?

Love triumphs all, forever.

Remember your love from Chewy, girls.

I do't want unrequitted love.

Heex.

So mushy :)

2006-04-10T02:30:00.000-07:00

Tests are coming, along with other frightful futures..every minute, every second, seems to pass so quicky.The world is simply whirling past us, not even giving us a chance to slow down and slack a little, or else we'll fall behind. No one to save you, no one to help you. Think about this,
'Does the path choose its walker,
or the walker choose its path?'
I personally never really got into it to understand, but oh well. I mean.. we are all people with a destiny, with a future. We've got to face what stands before us, no matter what. We can't run away, we can't hide, we've just got to move on, and let things that should come, come to pass. There will be much trouble ahead, but we can't possible go back in time can we? Well unless we can get into the fourth dimension blahblah.. for now, thats virtually impossible. Life is like an death race, there won't be consolation prizes, its either u live or die. But that isn't all, life is filled with joy, happiness...and at the same time all the miseries and troubles in to world too. We are destined to be what and who we are, unless there is someone who comes into your life and makes some drastic changes... you will be who you will be, the path chooses its walker.Yet very contradictingly.. your destiny you future lies in your own hands. you are the moulder, the crafter of you own life. You have the power to be who you want to be, whatever your choice is. Choices have to be made in life, many, many choices... determining who you are and how your life would be. Making the wrong choice isnt the bad thing..it's making the wrong choice and not learning from it thats the bad thing. What do you want your life to be like? to be full of hope? your future lies ahead of you, but it isn't always your own choice. We very well already know the trodden path were suppose to follow...get into a good jc, then uni, then career...emerging as successful people. Some people may stray from this path, to have a simple life, and just to have happiness... it is their choice, respect it and your own choices will be respected too. *This may sound confusing..cause it is..but ye..just extract the sense and comprehend it bah..* oh well..so.. the walker chooses its path, and the path chooses its walker. these two link harmoniously, as they should be..
so oh well..good luck for your tests people!!

'e ObLit3RaToR

haha (:

2006-04-08T18:49:00.000-07:00

haha wow i thought that post was from ruimin originally. dint expect to see it was qian wen. LOL unless unlocked musical unicorn is ruimin, but that would be imposting(is there such a word?) LOL.

haha actually here are my umm. feelings towards this whole death-y thingy. HAHA.

death is definite. i fully agree. but we dont really have to PLAN our deaths do we? get ready, yes. but plan, not really. getting ready for death is like: setting money aside for hospital fees, writing your will and blah blah. cause for the person who is dying, its easy. but for the loved ones, its hard. is that what you mean? about planning for your deaths? all these money issues or like, who is going to inherit the house lol. HAHA all that? LOL.

if not what i think you might be thinking about would be the fear of death. no one actually needs to think about death. (: seriously. put those money stuff aside. who needs to think about death. for me, if i died now, i would seriously feel i have lived a WONDERFUL life. my life is just a miracle from birth. i could have died at birth/at infancy/in my childhood all that. and its true. so somehow im not really afraid of death anymore. cause i know once death is over, i would be brought to a beautiful musical place, a place our Father has created for us. a place, our final destination where we will reside for eternity... so why worry about death yeah? after Jesus Christ came, all those who believed in him has died already. we have died on the cross with Him and we are reborn. so why worry about death now? its not an obstacle to us anymore yeah? (:

haha very umm religious so dont bother about that part. LOL. hahahaha.

okay anyway about the cooperation thingy. (: ya actually i would be considered as a hypocrite. i keeptelling others to listen and cooperate but in actual fact, everytime when chiling speaks, i listen to only like half of it (sorry chiling no offense meant LOL ) yeah. LOL. so its like quite funny la. HAHA.

anyway i shall just end of these post with a few quotes:

- if you have the power you must learn how to utilize it.

-many people must have cried over being powerless. but remember shinn, once you get hold of the power, you will be the one makiing people cry.

(shinn is a person. ignore. HAHA )

- i did only what i think was right! team work isnt about playing hero! you listen to the leader no matter what! (okay abit domineering, but at that time, the issue concerned death so it must have been a big issue for the leader right?)

(: so yeah, leaders are there to lead and guide you. listen and cooperate with them. (okay hypocritical <-to me la duh) and leaders dont abuse your power. you might have the right to tell your members to do things, but once in a while, put yourself in their shoes. (: TKAM. haha then maybe you would understand them more.

so whatever it is. it is a two way thing. we ALL have to cooperate, leaders inclusive. and members dont slack off!

haha so rubbish. IGNORE people. i was just honing my typing skills.

whatever it is, STAY HAPPY AND SMILE. (: haha. LOL being to philosophical le. TSK. what have i become?!?

ah whatever.

love and peace,
annabelle <3.

Life's complicated

2006-04-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

Didnt have anything to post so copied a post from my blog here. I know its kinda wordy but oh well...So here goes:
let me ask you a question. what is the most definate thing about life? not a job interview, not a distinction score in exams, not a degree. then what is the most definate thing about life? it is actually death. let's face it.who can escape death? none of us can. in fact, even though it is the most and only definate thing in life, many people do not plan for it. death can happen anytime, anywhere. yet many people plan for indefinate things like job interviews and exams and such. what is the point? let's face it. we should actually plan for our death no matter our age. before people start "touching wood", let me explain. we all agreed that in life death is the most definate and perhaps the ONLY definate thing. let's face it. we should all start planning for death isn't it?next thing that i want to adress. about projects. this is meant to flame no one. in projects we all agree that we need co-operation. right? but what exactly is co-operation? it involves LISTENING to others and not ploughing on as if the whole project is owned by you, doing your own part and NOT taking credit for things that we obviously DID NOT do and not taking resposiblity for the things that you OBVIOUSLY have done. and seriously i think the main characteristic of NY is that people obviously DO NOT think before they speak. good example is me. sometimes, i hurt people although i do not know that i did it. the point is we have to be nore sensitive and alert to the surroundings and people around you. also we have to be flexible. if 1 thing go wrong in your plan, please listen to others before makin your desicion on what to do. if ohers have a plan that can somewhat solver your problems. please listen and consider it. we all have to know that everyone is as busy and as stressed as you are. so please do not thing that people who are not tired everyday or do not complain or not stressed and tired. sometimes they just do not want to show it as it will affect the people around them. please consider this point before jumping to the conclusion that others are all free and slacking when you are working hard. this is basically thinking twice.another thing is that when we lead or are forced/encouraged to lead, we really have to know that rank and position DOES NOT mean absolute power and that everyone have to do things your way. sometimes it is better to sallow your pride and listen and consider other's objections and opnions. it is in the human nature to critisise things that you find are wrongly done or not to your liking. true. maybe once in a while, we can break from our complanning and grumbling to try to appreciate the good and nice things that people do for you. maybe you can actually try tothink about all the little actions that people do that warms your heart. the little things that people do that helped when you are in need.maybe you all can consider this point. do you practice what you preach? your words may motivate others. but if you do not follow your words, you are a hypocrite. good example? myself.in fact, if you look deep into any language, you would find that every words spoken is like a risk taken. think twice before you speak because you will be expected to practice what you preach.try to bear that in mind before you speak.*disclaimer*people who think i insulted them or think that this post is directed towards them, please note that i posted this because i was feeling psycho so i typed this out.

Told ya its wordy.

2006-03-16T05:02:00.000-08:00

uhh. i have nothing to post. but i still decide to post. (:
ok this is chao diao.
anw. sorry i have nothing to post coz i really dont know what to post, as i said in my first sentence. (x

o.O =))

2006-03-14T19:40:00.000-08:00

hmm..who's idea was it of a shared blog..?? oh well.. we've got it now =). yayy!! may the niner's legacy go on!! xD lalala~. but i don't really know wad to post about noe.. maybe the day's happenings in the class..? so when do we start...last Mon? not exactly day's happenings..but night's happening.. oh well..we went to the esplanade to watch a SSO concert!! yea. rocks =))
*guest conductor - Lorin Maazel
*guest violonist - Lidia Baich
Lidia's so chio rite!! xD. but i thought Mr Maazel had more hair then that.. lol
hols are here yay!! ..everyone noes that..lol. but so sad have soooooo much hw..-.- cant they give us a bit more of a break..?? everyone all so stressed liao..isnt it? well maybe we should go watch a movie or something!!? *after the hw is done...
wad do u think ppl..? then take neos then...aiya u noe lar. maybe have your opinions voiced out about this idea first? hahas.
last week's camp was..fun. i hope all niners had a great time there! we worked together and we're a whole, one class united xD. one of the greatest experiences wasnt it..=))
oh well..okie. come back and post another time.
niners muz make sure this bloggie doesn't die!!

~é ObLiT3RaToR

2006-03-14T08:06:00.000-08:00

yayye this is ALIVE!(: haahs.
thank you 209 for being such a lovely class; seriously.
rlly appreciate it, everyone in this class.
oh man. this sounds so.
like im dying or sth.
too bad lah i got nth to blog abt.
srry for this boring erm.
not-even-a-post
pple.
x
i'll still sign off despite
the embarrassment.
heh.
<33;

Niners

2006-03-14T03:54:00.000-08:00

For that painful one year you have been there for me.
For that bittersweet memories you have been there to see.
You never have let me down.
You always extended your smile so fond.
Even through my toughest and longest days.
Even through the boring lectures and the bitter phase.
You stuck beside me the way through.
You never left me back alone, it's true.
Shining the brightest lights onto my gloomy path.
Shining the brightest inspirations onto my life.
We might have fought a few times.
We might have quarelled and disagreed many times.
But those boulders stand not to obstruct us.
But those boulders only serve as opprtunities amidst difficulties.
I hope our love can last forever.
I hope our friendships would be strong as ever.
But if by chance we get separated,
But if by chance we get lost among the way,
I hope you will know I am thinking of you.
I hopw we would meet once again someday.
Niners, niners; intimidated we shall not;
Niners, niners; hopeful we shall;
Dreams can then turn into realities.
Dreams can then be fulfilled.
Truely.

---
Chewy

2006-03-14T01:20:00.000-08:00

i feel funny posting:it seems to be more of a HMP blog. owell):
ahhaa chewy is a guy. nice skirt though. haha. boo my scanner got prob cannot scan in the neos! SO SAD. boo):
shall link this blog. when i find out the add, tt is(;

--
deb

yay

2006-03-13T19:24:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYONE. yes. the irritating me is here again.
i apologise for not linking everyone as i dun have their blog add =x
and also APOLOGIES FOR THE UGLY BLOGSKIN :(
yesh. ros, i've been WAITING for you to offer a new layout . heeheex
anyways. the user and the pass will be sent to you all.
i remembered smsing some of you.. ohwells. nevermind then.
shall add you all to this account.
I do agree the LSC has bonded us to and extend somehow.
but the spirit is not really there, is it me who felt it or others too?
let's just say work hard to the classes that we wanna go for sec3 and 4.
MAY ALL HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE ((:
oh. erm.
yesterday we went to watch some concert at esplanade?
yeah. nat, fiona, ziyan, chewfei, chiobus.
:D
they look absolute fab in their outfits!
and plus. their style rocks.
oh. and laiweng suprised me the most.
didn't know she was such a girrrll. okay. it's meant to be a compliment alright?
well, if only she don't slouch so much and be poised.
SHE SHOULD GO JOIN MODELLING. she so have the height.
and EDWYNA!! she was wearing those cute earrings and was teasing her bout .. nevermind. lol
annabelle with her kitty earrings!! absolute cuteness!!!
oh. val turned into a girl somehow too. okay. yeahyeahyeah. i agree i'm a meanpok. BLAHs.
had alot of fun with kexin. okay. shall refine and post about that on my own blog (: shant rant it here. its a CLASS BLOG. must remember. heehee.
and MRS.TEO WAS LATELATELATE. what agood example.
MR LIM brought us to icecream store. i'm scared cos heavy day.. yeah. cramps blahblahblah. so didn't had that tasty icecream. whatever... pfft.
i went home on Lo's car! my direct junior from choir. the only one somemore =.=''
but she rocks. and i realise regina is a really funny person and her taste of music is so like mine.
RAYCHARLES,JAZZ, here we go again.

don'tknowwhy-norahjones,
ruimin.

POLL

2006-02-22T00:25:00.000-08:00

HIHI! ((:
this is the class t poll
pleasepleaseplease vote. for agree/disagree.
unless you really can't decide than put soso
((: thank you!
click on keepers ((:

love yeah,
ruimin

2006-02-08T23:28:00.000-08:00

hi everyone!!
i'm sorry not to discuss the blogname with you all.
i know it sucks larh.
sorry!!!!
x.x
aniwaex. i shall go link you all now.
today's cheering session was lame.
bleahs.
ruimin.

1ST POST ((:

2006-02-01T01:11:00.000-08:00

insane blog name
insane title
insane us
that's how we rock everyone out
so ego right?
HAHA.
okay.
just playing with the post thingy
and
NEW NINERS BLOG IS UP.
the old one shall reflect how our thoughts were and WE SHALL IMPROVE.
yay.
yay.
new blog done.
need to look for blogskins ler!
ciaooo~
happy cny

ruimin
`i dun suffer from INSANITY.
... i enjoy EVERY minute of it ((: